December 2009
I may have to work at 1am but I am going to smell really good doing it due to my new lush stash, thanks behbeh! In a really good mood.
Do that to me do that to my anatomy, do that to me do that to my anatomy
Just got home from work. I went in at 8 and then added hours for tomorrow so I’m going to sleep now, waking up at 1130 and going to work at 1am. I wish visuals was during the day :[… on a happy note, I’m enjoying a cheese pizza thing and had really really good soup at Ivy’s house, my lips are still tingling
Last night I dreamt that I was at work, nothing odd happened it just was a regular day at work… How does that happen? I also had a dream that my hair was really long, weird. it’s 7am and I find it strange that I am going to work but because it’s so early but then again this is generally the start time of working people outside of valley fair. Oh Gap.
Watching “The Emperor’s New Groove” while Peter sleeps, this movie never fails to make me laugh non stop. It’s so cute and very clever.. There’s a part where Kronk is being hella mysterious and hides against a wall humming this sound over and over, so funny to me.
I got the Microkorg XL, so amazing and a new computer! and some cables for my keyboards. Really excited about making music but also really excited to make music in summer. The down side is that my house looks like we’re hoarders, so after I go to Katie’s house for a bit, I am going to clean.
I’m so thankful for my entire family. Every Christmas eve my mom gets us all pjs to sleep in and we wake up at like 8am and open presents, the rest of the day is spent eating food throughout the day and playing games and fooling around with our gifts. I played Taboo and Apples to Apples with my sisters and my older sister’s boyfriend, it was nice to have us all together laughing and...
Just woke up to the wind crashing so violently against my window, It woke me up from an interesting dream and I was immediately thirsty thus causing me not to recollect the dream at all but I know it was a good dream.
Standing between the choirs
I just took an amazing bath with a bath cocktail from Lush, it was so peaceful. I turned off the lights and listened to all of Heartland. Tonight will be good, very good I think. I feel good and adventurous and alive.
Just found a video of Jessie and I driving to Santa Cruz singing “Jamie” by Weezer louder than ever, hella nostalgic. I want Jessie back and I also want lazy days with Marina where we make non artistic videos of us just doing stupid shit. Summer 2010 where are you????
Gentle listener this is why I sing confusion
Supertheory of supereverything
Really into the music I’ve been working on lately, aside from all of my other times I’ve made to pass time these have a lot of actual feelings. I like to make up stories and things in music but it’s nice to sing about reality. My dad is going to get me the Microkorg XL for Christmas and I can only imagine what will come of this. Today I had the house to myself for an hour and I...
Best sex is 4am sex
There is no grace in act five
A snail in salt doesn’t fall asleep with a half-smile Like grandma from the after-school special It twists and contorts It jerks and writhes for some time Like a living severed limb on fire All the people who taught me card tricks are dying I’ve been trying To get my pop-pop’s good looks from old snapshots And all the people who taught me crad tricks are dying I’ve been...
milesof:
º what particular things about a boy are you attracted to? a girl? what look or type of face that you are drawn to? I like boys with big noses. I also like really generic-looking boys in gym outfits with nice faces and nice legs. I like a defined jawline, collared shirts, facial hair, and I’m all about calves. I like kissable faces. I am not attracted to girls, but I have a great need...
SMILES
Everything seems so perfectly arranged and right where it needs to be, and I love it. I’m in love and I’m in awe, it’s really nice.
Overwhelmed
Today was the last day of fall quarter and I had expected to feel relieved and very happy and I pretty much was until after work. I got out at midnight and my car ran out of gas, we pushed it all the way to the gas station which we found out was closed. I feel like I am so easy to get mad at and it really sucks, it makes me feel unappreciated, unneeded, unfulfilled, and just really bad about...
Favorite songs right now
-Night Majestic- Au Revoir Simone
-When I’m Gone- Vivian Girls
-Secrets-Tunng
-Turkey Sandwich- Mika Miko
-Sisters are forever-Sexy Kids
I want to start a band with a girl and call it the summerettes
WE WENT TO THE SNOW TODAY, IT WAS BEAUTIFUL